For those heart which did think..

O Allah,
My heart cried thoroughly everyday,
even myself cant bear wif,
brotherhood in Islam,
materialistic?
in purpose?
Someday i wonder..
how did they and i r tied up with

who said aqidah.. then i raised up my right hand
meant to agree
but my mind still blur
wif da situation which past by
the outspoken mouth sumtime did overtake
the action...

still thinking...
How can i say i m doin da rite thing
If not by lookin at the way i m doin it
The knowledge shud empower the action
never n shudnt b other way around...

who can beat the prophet, sahabat, tabiin, tabi' tabiin...
I urge myself to be on their steps
leaning wut they ve done....
not by our own opinion,
Learning the steps is not the same as taken the picture
of the history

i ask the "huda" fr Him
to think better
i know the journey is not short while
they r plenty more loads
to confront...
I m not here to tell who is right n
who is wrong
jus da matter to seek da truth of "haza deen"
i remember of lookin at the eye of a child jus now
the light of purity is there
How contented the heart was
how clear was the face
but to learn the deen is fr aqeeda
....
to practice Islam is by knowledge.
to speak about Him is knowledge.
to learn knowledge is by quran n sunnah

i bend these knees
raise up this hand
to ask Allah for purifying this heart
for His Deen...


for a reminder for me... insyaAllah








jazakallah =)